It's hard being an adult sometimes. You try to do what is best and yet even then it comes off as childish and immature in someone's eyes. I guess sometimes it is impossible to please everyone all the time. That is one of my biggest flaws. I try to please too many and often forget the person #1....me. I know at first blow that might seem selfish, but in reality how you can you give yourself to another when you aren't really certain you have a handle on what you have to give. I know it sounds circular but in this case it is the truth.

I don't close doors and I don't burn bridges because I never know where fate will want to lead me. But for now, I am in the driver's seat. I will give fate the wheel again soon i am sure.